Each year - I begin with a deeper pant for the LORD Jesus. In Psalms 42:1 it renders "As a deer pants for streams of water, so my soul pants for you, my God." He is continually in my heart and on my mind as I go throughout the routine of my day. I don't fully understand it all, but I know it's real. I long for it more and more. To be perfectly honest with you - I cannot turn off what God has started in my life. He continues to prove Himself daily. Seek me He says in the word of God ... and you will find me. He's in the Word. He shows up in places I didn't even realize He was there.